im amazed

by your words

your face and how i know every single part of it

i cant stop thinking about how it shouldnt be but it is

i cant hold back how i feel

now this ring it burns it burns to my heart

i know im with the one i was meant to be with

I know he is the one whom i was born for

i have cried i have hurt i have died

I dont know who i am with him nor do i know who he wants me to be

im amazed

every part of my heart was his and now im not so sure

he has hurt every part of that heart i gave him

i saved some for me… where does it go

where does time go.

why am i on the edge of this ledge questioning every answer

why am i answering

stop stop stop

im amazed

at where i am

and where im not.

i love him… i want his love