June 2010
1 post
amazing
im amazed by your words your face and how i know every single part of it i cant stop thinking about how it shouldnt be but it is i cant hold back how i feel now this ring it burns it burns to my heart i know im with the one i was meant to be with I know he is the one whom i was born for i have cried i have hurt i have died I dont know who i am with him nor do i know who he wants me to be ...
Jun 28th
March 2010
9 posts
Mar 11th
Mar 9th
Mar 8th
my camera
cried to me last night… why won’t you hold me?
Mar 5th
Really...
Mar 3rd
-murder me-
im not breathing anymore. you killed me. you put me in this box and placed this bag on my head. you stopped me from yelling and you silenced my cries. my heart is too heavy to continue to beat. im cold now. you left me cold. no more happiness or love to warm me. no more magical kisses to wake me. no more sweet words of i love you to pierce these deaf ears. you held me down. pushed me down. kicked...
Mar 3rd
1 note
-liar-
I’m strong enough to handle any story you can tell… I’m wise enough to weed through the bullshit and see the truth and I certainly maintain enough respect for myself to be honest no matter what the cost or who it hurts. I have an absolute low tolerance for anyone who continues to lie after they have been caught, forgiven and also been shown the rules. Those of you who know me...
Mar 3rd
-blame- oct 07
I’m standing close to greatness its  what “they” say then why cant i feel him even when im laying in his arms why cant i stare into his eyes without feeling empty myself where is the bubble to come take us away habit babygirl you cant see good through bad its all around me suffocating my smiles not literally bc even a girl like me can smile ive been taught well by a...
Mar 3rd
what happened to this....
9/28/2008 blog posted by my husband  Let me tell you of a story of how I met the woman of my dreams. We met 10 years ago. I still remember like it was yesterday. She stood in front me and didn’t even know my name. Hell we never even looked twice at each other. She had her life and I had mine. Who would’ve thought that we ended up as best friends let alone lovers. Here we are today...
Mar 3rd
February 2010
1 post
Gone...
Every time i turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather i can feel you all but shuttin’ down. And when i need an explanation for the silence you just tell me you don’t wanna talk about it now. What you’re not saying is coming in loud and clear we’re at a crossroads here… If i’m not the one thing you can’t stand to lose If i’m not...
Feb 24th
January 2010
1 post
“I don’t wanna go through the motions I don’t wanna go one more day Without...”
–  Matthew West, The Motions (via meltinyourmouth)
Jan 14th
November 2009
2 posts
Nov 23rd
Nov 4th
October 2009
8 posts
Oct 28th
Oct 22nd
14 notes
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are...”
–  Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of “A Course in Miracles,” 1992 (via meltinyourmouth)
Oct 22nd
Oct 16th
WatchWatch
meltinyourmouth: Balloon family on the Today Show this morning.
Oct 16th
Oct 9th
If one dream should fall and break into a thousand pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again
Oct 9th
Oct 5th
433 notes
September 2009
9 posts
Sep 25th
Sep 24th
need you now
Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.. Reaching for the phone, cause i cant fight it anymore.. And i wonder if i ever cross your mind, for me it happens all the time, Its a quarter after one and I’m all alone and i need you now, Said i wouldn’t call and but i lost all control and i need you now , And i don’t know how, i can do without, i just need you now,...
Sep 24th
Sep 18th
wtf
When will I stop feeding on my life… when will I be full? When will the day satisfy me? When tomorrow is no longer an option? Can’t I somehow figure out what inside of me isn’t satisfied? What corner of this body doesn’t feel content? House  that I adore – check   husband that has faults but isn’t horrible- check amazing wonderful children- check incredible job with great pay and benefits –...
Sep 17th
time with friends...
my lunch dates with lori at the city of rocky mount listening to her cutting off power to a 93 yr old woman makes me sad… but happy to see her.
Sep 17th
Sep 17th
spoiled... ROTTEN!
Panic set in yesterday as I called the nanny aka my mother to check on my 4 month old only to hear screaming and crying. 4th call of the day still screaming. Called the Dr. 11 am appointment…  So my son is spoiled. Not sick. Not dying. No ear infection. Just plain… SPOILED. Its amazing what my mind can do without the shock collar attached.
Sep 16th
Sep 16th